Tick-Tock(You waisting the clock...)

TIME. One word that will not exist in the next life. One word that God merely invented for us on EARTH, but has no value in HEAVEN. Why can't we live like there's no time on earth? why cant we live life to the fullest each day, instead of post-ponning until another "time"? I had a small explosion of a fight with one of my friends a while back. and although we haven't necessarily talked in a few months, I feel like im wasting time. Why can't I suck it up and make things right between us? I only have as many days left on this Earth as God allows me to Have. and I should be making a difference in peoples lives instead of arguing and loosing friends. Its not my place to judge people, just like its no ones place to judge me. but it is my place to share with others about God's Love. Even if I don't fully understand it. Even if I fall away from it and begin to doubt sometimes. no matter what I think, I have to share to others about God. that is my job. That is Your job. That is all of our jobs. but so often time gets in the way. "Times are changing" people say. "Were to busy". "Mebbe next week". But it cant wait. Recently I traveled outside my homeland with some fellow friends. Were shared God's love to others and tried to make a difference in the dark lands. And I think....and I thought.....Well, this is not a complete thought but, Every minute we waste not talking to someone, not improving our attitude, not impacting a human being, for every minute we spend goofing off.....there goes another human......there lies another hopless soul, condemned to a not so nice place, and he's gone. dead. lifeless. and we could have saved him. Me and my friends were not taking work that seriously and I later thought.....I just waisted my day. I have the best chance to reach out, but instead I made up lame jokes and non-memerible memories with my friends, but for what? to make me feel good? when I get to HEAVEN, will that matter? NO. I JUST WAISTED THE TIME I HAD! and im waisting time right now, typing up this page that no one will read, but its not waisted time in my eyes, if even one person read this and takes it to heart to start actually living life, to dig deeper in friends lifes to help them, to dig deeper in strangers lives to help them, to show God's love, if just one person starts doing that, and another catches on, and another..... it can change the world. and it is a waist if you are reading this right now and do not plan to invest in others lives....if you plan to go off and be a "cool stud", or a "beauty queen" and have no purpose behind that....well im sorry but your waisting the time God so graciously gave you. Dear God: Help me use my time wisly. Give me the courge to invest into others lives, that they might know you. Give me peace with my friend that I waisted time fighting with. and allow this world to KNOW YOU! I pray this in your TIMING. Your promised child -Safe Promises

Planets...Beond my wildest dreams.

The Planets in the earths sky are the most mesmerising thing i have ever set my eyes upon. They are a true mystery, and a marvelously intriguing subject. Breathtaking. Glorious. Superb. Jaw-dropping. Flabbergasting!

The Beauty of this! and to think God created it in only how many days?.........AMAZING!

Sends thought through my head every time i look at it!
Such an amazing thing, created by who?....By God. Like a little gift to us. One day i want to explore these planets, the skies, the heavens, they all amaze me! And i think. If God can keep each planet in space, moving, and beautiful, and maintained....How much more does he care for me and you!?
I asked my friend Ticket once: "How do you know God is real?"
Ticket: "Because there is nothing that dis-proves it."
Me: "How do you know that the world wasn't always here?"
Ticket: "Well, then,Who created the heavens then? How Was the earth made? The evidence is too strong for me to deny him, even if i wanted to...which i don't"
And he was so right. Look at the evidence all around us! Look at the skies. Only a skilled hand could shape and form those! The stars, each unique! These are all of God's creatiions! How super awesome, and no one these days thinks to stop and praise God for making them! They Overwhelm my mind, of how millions of masses of planets and stars are in our solar system.....and two hands made them!!!! The planets, Each separate! I just want anyone and everyone who reads this to stop and pause for a bit. I decide to write this blog for one reason, and one reason only, to praise God, to thank him  for the Exuberant work he has done! DEAR GOD: Thank you so much! You are the best artist i have ever known! And i pray that everyone will realize that YOU created the heavens and the Earth! THANK YOU JESUS!...Not only for dieing for us, but that you God, for creating Beauty! Amen!
~Your searching Child,
Safe Promises!
P.S. Please Share this with the World, and with your Friends, Lets ALL take today to stop and Thank God Especially for the Planets!...thats one thing, most people over look....

 

The Merry-Go-Round of OUR Lives. (30sec. Think about.)

"Swoosh....Swoosh".....Twice around......and it starts slowing down.
 "Clinkedy, Clink"...Four more quarters get pushed into the holder, and......
 "Whoosh," there it goes again....
That. Is. A. Merry-Go-Round. And...That is OUR life.
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"I Love You Jesus......I Love You Jesus"......Two Weeks later...and we start slowing down...
"Go to Church, Read My Bible, Pretend I'm happy, Pray to God"...Four more things i do that i tell myself will be enough...
"I love you Jesus".....and off i go again.....But i don't mean it. I say it. But Never mean it. I do it, and i do it over and over. Just like a merry-go-round repeats itself again and again. ....and I'm not saying Merry-go-Rounds are evil, but they are the perfect example for our Walk with Christ.
We need to get off of Life's Merry-Go-Round effect, with all the lights and Gilimore, and all the pretty Horses, and Entertainment and get on God's Hand. He promises to hold us, so if your afraid of heights, you have no excuse. You see we go through life, thinking we are right. But looking deeper is what you need to do. Ask yourself. Am i repeating myself? What have i done in the last Week that will have Long-team Effect?.........Right now my answer is NOTHING. I have not talked to or brought one person to Christ within the last week....not even that last Month!.......I am on a merry-go-round. You, my friend, are on a Merry-Go-Round. and God is offering his hand but were to caught up to take it....WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
My Friend Ticket told me once,  "His (God's) Creation is Evil...and yet, he never leaves us....although we deserve to rot." How true is that! Even when you and Me are going around is this sinful world, being sinners, and half-way living our lives as Christians, God is still there, waiting for each of his wicked Children to be asked to be washed pure again. He waits, Holding out his had, ready to Take us in and Love US! AND WE CAN'T EVEN GO SHARE THAT WITH OTHERS!? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE! God owes Us NOTHING.....We Owe God Everything, and although We can never pay him back....We CAN Love him! And throw out anything and Everything that Disrespects him, and Show others....There Still are Children in this World that Love God! DEAR GOD: HELP ME MAKE A DIFFENCE IN THIS WORLD, AND GET OFF OF MY DAILY MERRY-GO-ROUND!~The child whose heart has broken for you.-Safe Promises

Windsheild of (My Heart)...

Driving along a country road, fresh rain, mud, pot holes. bump. your car hits one. then another. Splash! A muddy windshield..... Windshield wipers going on. Smears the mud. Crash! You can't see where your headed. That is our hearts. So covered in the muck, and grim of the world that no one can truly see us for who we are. Then, you look to tee right. Your window sits untouched. Crystal Clear. No Mud. No Dirt. No water. and you think....... This looks like my heart after i asked Jesus into my life, He washed my white as snow.... But then you turn your eyes away from him, and you fall into bad habits....and you get MUCKY again.
What we all need as Christians is a Spiritual Car Wash. To clean our hearts. and not just the outside, but the inside to! Think about it.... How many R rated movies have you watched within the last Month? How about PG-13? or even just PG?......and you think "Well, its not THAT bad...i mean i saw this movie just the other night and this one is better than that.... and well, Its not like I'm ever gonna Kill someone, like they do in this movie, or I'm never gonna do THAT bad thing...I think its fine if i watch it...just as long as no one finds out." Now, Think about it, When Christ returns.........and he re-plays your life....when he looks back at the things you've done... What do you think his response will be? "Child, Enter my gates, My good Servant!", or "Away from me! I Never Knew you"
Are you honoring God by even watching movies?.Are you honoring God by Cheating on Tests? By Swearing? By reading Fancy Books? By Eating? BY Breathing? BY SINGING?...The things you listen to? Where is this putting your heart?....Instead of being worried about doing something wrong, and people finding out.. You should be worried about  IF IT HONORS GOD! When Jesus comes back...NON OF THIS WILL MATTER, except for the part where you Love and Serve God... Are you inviting People into his Kingdom? Are you sharing Gods WORD! Or are you wasting the precious time God gave you, and watching useless Movies about Love and Death!? Are you filling your heard with Bad thoughts and UN Holy things?! or are you putting your life out there every day to Give GOD your best!..
Even if you are a Young kid in High-school......In all your School work you do, honor God!..Do your best for him!...Don't be a bully, talk to the left out kids, pray with the hurting, Minister to the lost, be an example!
The High-up worker, that is the Head producer of Gummy-bears or whatnot.....Be a loving boss, in everything you do, show other around you God! and when you get home at night, spend your time Reading God's word, preparing yourself for his ministry he has for you, Don't go fill your head with non-sense, and silly  things that will only ruin you! Does no one understand! Nothing matters except for CHRIST! EVERYHTING IN THIS WORLD IS MAN MADE, everything of this world will be demolished in the end days! and if we dint start spreading God's word!...then All those who never heard, and all those who don't believe will be cast away! FOREVER AND EVER! if you think 100 years is a long time.... THINK ABOUT ETERNITY!!!!!!!!!!!! My heart cannot express it enough! PEOPLE OF THE WORLD!

Dear God: Help  Everybody realize, Time is precious, Life is precious, You are precious. If we don't start a Revival Now..Then when will we? Help us all to get up out of the Dark and be Crazy for you! Let Us be the Hands and Feet....And as WE WALK THE EARTH...Please, Lord, Guide US!

Smile and Wave...

I am the kind of person that loves to listen to people talk. I love getting included into conversations, and i love it when even if i don't know what to say they keep talking to me anyways....no awkward silences. But sometimes in life i find myself just simply Smiling and waving...never stopping to start a conversation with anyone else. i realized...if every one would smile and wave and no one had ever stopped and chatted with me...i would have never come to know Jesus. Although every now and then i may be sketchy about the whole thing...one thing i know for sure is that true Godly people do Not Smile and Wave....well, sure they do in the physical tense but Not in the Spiritual. Instead of putting on a blank front and pretending to be something that they are not, they get to the point...they are so in tune, so in love with God, that they look AND Act the part with His help! how amazing! They are like those very talkative people, they know what to say, and they say it...instead of people like me... i shy back, i am a waver...i smile at them when words don't come... but i have learned, if you trust in God and are willing to follow him to the ends of the Earth, then he will provide opportunities AND Words for you to say...no  more waving and smiling... just Stopping and Talking
My friend Ticket is probably one of the best stopper and talkers i have ever known. Although i am sure he gets very nervous and scared when he talks to Others about God, but when he talks to me about God i feel God's love pour out of him. its so amazing. Its like God is his best friend, and i wonder how can that be? I want to know God as much as Ticket knows God. Wouldn't that be amazing?...to just be able to stop and talk to people about this amazing God, and have such passion for him that it comes out when others are in need. I asked Ticket "Why do you still believe in God?" and he responded in such a way as, "Because He is True. There is nothing that disproves it, Evidence is so strong that He exists...." and that stuck me, "Because He is True." Ticket then told me, "If you believe and trust in God with everything, He will take care of you." and that struck me also! Those words...as if God put them in his mouth! He will take care of you, because he is True! He is Truth! God never Lies! He IS TRUE!!! Brain fart right there...unless you've experienced it, i don't know how else to explain it! but just the realization that no matter What you do on earth...God will always Love you, He will always take you back, he will always hold YOU in His HAND! Because He is True, Real, Truth, Love, Omega, Alpha,Beginning and the End, he is Peace, he is Joy, Hope, Everything you may need He is waiting there for you...Stopped dead in his tracks waiting to Talk to YOU...He is not just smiling and waving waiting for you to pass by...He wants YOU!! AMAZING!
Dear God, I am so Amazed at how much you want me...I want you also! Show me how to draw closer to you...to not just Smile and Wave...BUT TO STOP AND TALK!!!~ Your looking Child~

His Strong Hands....Holding me ME!

Sometimes in Hard time we see God best. Sometimes in wonderful times, God shines through brightly. The truth is God is always there, whether you don't feel him, or i don't feel him. He Is Always There. His Hand is ALWAYS Holding YOU! Which is SO Totally Mind blowing because then you get into the question of How in the World can God be EVERYWHERE and be holding EVERYONE??! But i guess a simple Logical answer would be, simply because He is Awesome. But I didn't always think that way. Sure, all my friends and family talk about how awesome God is, but i never quite grasped the part where 'Awesome' does Not define God...He is so much more than that! As my friend, Ticket once told me, "God will never leave you, no matter how much you show you don't want him." God is waiting for you. He wants you to take that first little step towards him, and then he will start running towards you. He longs for his Children to love him, to rely on him, to give Everything to Him, for He is the one who created them!
I sometimes am a clumsy child, but as i fell down one time, Ticket reached down to help me up. As i grabbed onto his hand, i thought about how God is there to Always pick us up when we fall. Either, Spiritually, or Mentally, and even Physically. His strong hands are always Holding onto me. As ticket hoisted me up, i felt strength surging through his strong arm... As God hoists me up, everyday, i feel Strength surging through Me...which is so incredible, because God gives me strength, He gives me strength so that next time i fall, i will be able to withstand it. He gives me strength so that Each Day, i can stand on my two feet and live a life that is all for Him!
Recently i was riding alone in my friend Ticket's Car with him. As we were driving along, we got into this conversation about God. As we were talking i couldn't believe how passionate about God he was. The way he spoke about Him, it was as if God was his best friend, and as if he knew God very very well. I longed for that. Why did it come so Easy for Ticket and not for me? Why could i not feel God's presence half the time... and why did it seem as if God was not real the other half of the time? Ticket tried so hard to get me to turn to God, some nights i imagine he was in tears, because that's how much he cares about God, and others loving God. But, the truth is, God spoke through Ticket. He really did, and still does, even though Ticket has no idea. When ever i talk to Ticket about spiritual things, whether it ends in a fight or not, i always can see God working though him. I want that so bad, i want to turn to God with everything, I want God to hold Me in his hand. I want God to use me to speak life into other peoples lives. Dear God, TEACH ME TO TURN TO YOU, HELP ME LORD, TO COME TO YOU WITH EVERY NEED. YOU ARE MY FATHER, YOU ARE MY PROVIDER, YOU ARE MY HEALER, HELP ME UNDERSTAND. ~Your Promised Child.~

He Said....She Said.... "I SAY!..(No More!)"

GOSSIP! "CHAT" "DISCUSSION!" "WHAT EVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT"....its not right. i know from experience that i can get caught up in a group of friends and be "Chatting" about another person...but were NOT just chatting....were dissing them behind their backs....and as soon as i walk away, they do it to me.
 I have a friend named Ticket, as some of you may know, and he once asked me why i don't tell any of my Friends my secrets. My response was simply "I Don't trust them quite like i trust you. No matter how much they may want to try and help me, and keep the secret...they WILL ALWAYS end up Gossiping behind my back."
"If they are your friends you should be truthful with them. You cant lie to them. You should trust them" He bluntly replied.....
But my thoughts rushed around my head like a rapid stream of water, Trust is SO important. and as soon as that trust gets broken, its almost impossible to get it back. I, for one, Trusted Ticket with almost everything, but as soon as i lost my trust in him, all my respect for him left also.
God wants us to trust him. He wants us to Trust him with EVERYTHING....literally EVERYTHING. if He told you to pick up your feet and start walking to Canada, or Australia with NO money, No food, and only the Clothes on your back...and he said he Would provide for you... WOULD YOU GO? I would have said no...but Ticket would. i know he would. He loves God with Everything...He fully trusts God..and that is amazing to me. Gossiping about your friends is A BAD BAD HABIT. Everyone in the world needs to know that, ad try their hardest to stop, because i know....IT Kills Inside to have Someone talking bad about you.....and when you do that to someone else..... What happens? You loose their Trust....You loose a friend. Its Not worth it. Trust God. Trust Each other. It is true People make mistakes.....but don't make them Intentionally. Show your friend they can be trusted...and show your friends that They can Trust YOU!
Dear God, HELP ME TRUST MORE PEOPLE LIKE I TRUST TICKET! HELP ME TRUST YOU, I FEEL SO FAR FROM YOU. HELP ME QUIT THE GOSSIP THAT ONLY HURTS OTHERS...HELP ME LORD, Help Me.!
Everyone needs Help...just you need to be the one Willing to help them...Let GOD work through You!

Easy Way Out..of pain.

Scars cover peoples wrists. Blood stained arms and legs are hidden under layers of long sleeves and jeans. And so many people on this planet wonder why? Why would any one do that to themselves. WHY?.... Because, Their emotional pain has become to much to handle, they need a way out, they need to let go of it.. It is different for every one. Different reasons, different answers. but some people become so Numb to physical pain that they lash out and cut themselves, so deep just to feel something again. it eases there pain, it allows them a moment of peace, away from their emotional pain. Away form the worlds gawking glances and comments. away from the fights of anger and accusations. the people that ignore them and refuse to speak life into there world.
My best friend, know as Ticket was such a comfort some nights. We would stay up past 2:00 on a school night talking about God, and the Universe, the wonders of the world. He wanted me so bad to turn to God, i could feel it. but i couldn't feel God. but lashing out and Hurting your skin is not the answer...That is Not the easy way out. God is. He is the Easiest, the Safest, the most Reliable way out. Ticket spoke words to me i will never forget. he tried desperately to make me believe this, and honestly i still struggle with it. i cried out to Ticket, i couldn't feel God, i couldn't. It was as if he Did not care about me. Ticket told me to listen to a song from the radio. "Need You Now, by Plumb"... i don't need God...that's my response. but is it true? Do i need God. Some days the pain of life overflows and its hard to contain... DEAR God.. Do I Need You? Are You REAL?! Ticket Says You are...but I cant feel you! Whats Going On? Why Are So Many People Hurting...Why Doesn't This Change!? GOD...HELP ME!~ Your Wounded Searching Child.

Closing In(to my world)

Slowly i feel like my world is unfolding in front of my very eyes....and not in that good way. I have dug a hole, that i am now realizing i cannot crawl out of on my own. My good friend (i call him Ticket) was the only person in the world i told anything to. Trust in him kept me glued with his interest and wisdom. Ticket was great, he never treated me different when he saw me in that, except for the random, occasional, "Hows it going" or "Have a nice day"....and i liked that. He had a soft spot in his heart for hurting people, but he knew when enough was, he didn't want to see me get more hurt then i was, so he stoped. He Completely left me Hanging. He will not speak to me, he will not help me, he will not listen to me. I Share this with Everybody and Anybody who dares to read this Blog and not comment. Ticket is a human, and as a human, he couldn't take holding on to my pain any longer so he let go.
 I lay awake at night wondering what would have happened if i put all that trust and faith into God. Would my world now be closing in? With no way out? When i was little, God was my strength, my best friend, I loved God, and i thought he loved me. Now as i am growing up i realize, i pushed my trust onto humans, not God, and that was stupid. Ticket ended up breaking me. He ripped out apart of me that i can't fix...and now I'm left with a bigger wound then before. God, Heal My Heart, Open Up My World, Show Me Your Light...and Heal Ticket, i am sorry for hurting him.

Take the Pain

Sometimes in this life people can feel unaccepted and hurt. i would know. Many times i turned to a Friend who i thought would be of great help, and he was, sometimes. When asking for help, i would end-up pushing him away as he would try his hardest to help me out. i wanted him to take away my pain, but i knew that's not how it works. He told me only God can do that, but i struggled to believe. The stress of all this lead my dear friend to stop speaking to me, it was all to much. i knew if i didn't change i would not get my friend back...but i didn't know what to do. He tells me over and over to turn to God, but deep inside i resisted God, i make myself believe he doesn't care.. but does he? My friend, i will call him Ticket, tried to convince me God cares. And now i share this with whoever feels the need to read this simply because, all those people out there, all those who struggle with self-harm, or suicide, or abuse, or bulling, i want you all to know that Ticket believe's God cares, and i want to also. i write about Gods love, but do i believe it? i cannot feel it most the time, but the tiny bit i can, its unbelievable. God, Please Help me if you truley care. I want the love for you that i see Ticket has for you... i want to change my ways oh, Lord. Show me your real, show others your real.