I gave it away [to GOD]!

Giving it to God. Sounds easy, right?
Sure... I give you this, you give me that, everything works out. Handy-dandy Perfectly-swell.
Wrong. That's not how it goes.

Right now, I myself am faced with a decision. Do I Forgive and Forget. Or do I dig for closure, and potentially face rejection? Am I suppose to sit back, and watch myself fade away, to please another? Or Stand up and initiate a conversation, that would help us both?
Questions. Questions that may never be answered. Questions that I have no clue how to find the answer except for one thing, Give IT To God.
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I walked out into a narrowed field. Distance as far as my eyes would allow my sight to see. Wind with the crisp flow, and sunshine that was unpecibaly planned by the Heavenly Father. I crotched low into the ever-growing ness and sat still, as I cried out to God. I couldn't decide what to do. I couldn't choose. So I cried out, and Gave it to God. the Peace that rushed over me, the knowing that God would handle it all and take care of it for me, it was brilliant. Brighter then the sun. I looked to the sky and silently thanked him for his Kind mercy. I realized All my 'questions' are nothing but sand to God. He knows them all, and he Knows and UNDERSTANDS the Answers. and that's more then I could have asked. I know that within the next few days, God will Provide an Answer for all my Questions. But only because I gave them to HIM. And I no longer am holding onto them.
Dear God: THANK YOU!
Your pleased child,
~Safe Promises